It is 2012 now. An entire year went by and I didn't blog. I'm back though and will be blogging every week :) This one is about 2011 and 2012.
The year 2011:
Honestly, this year was one of the hardest years I've had. I learned a lot, true... but I sure am glad it's over! In 2011 I went through quite a few jobs. I was a dance instructor, a 2 year old teacher, a pre-k teacher at a chinese school (that was interesting), a new born photographer, and a beauty advisor. What I learned from this... I need stability because change is too much fun for me and that's not good for my mentality and health! I also learned what I really want to do as my career in this life and that is to be a high school counselor, that's my calling. From several situations that have happened I learned that. I got to pursue 2 careers that I always wanted to do.. dance instructor and beauty adviser/make up artist. I did it, I kicked butt and now it's time to get serious! Home schooling Kenzie to pass time- I learned that I need more patience and I'm not that great to work with one on one. But we also had fun, it was great going outside finding leaves and making art with it. Or flowers, or random things around the house. I'm just too anxious that is what my problem is and thats not my baby bear's fault. My relationship with Steven, a lot of mixed emotions through out the entire 2011 year. We broke up, we had tempers, we argued a lot (esp towards the end), but we also both dealt with things in the wrong way and we both learned from it. I think it's def made us stronger. Last year I didn't think we would end up back together, I thought it was hopeless and I was totally and completely done. He was persistant on seeing Kenzie and still being a father figure to her, which I appreciate very much. When I decided it was time to let them two see eachother Kenzie was glued to him, we had a great family time, it brought back good memories, that I forgot and ignored because I can be a very negative person. So at the end of the year we came back together. 2011 was very very very bitter sweet and hard. Negitive vibes. No bueno.
2012: Positive vibes! This year I can feel is going to be a creative, expressive, easier, romantic, family oriented year! Goals I have for 2012 that are realistic.... okay, so I would love to lose weight so I'm planning on just changing my diet to healthy but not starving. I won't call it dieting, just being healthy. I've been good so far :) Patience- that I can fix with some good ol meds. Money, money needs to come my way, work on my business and make my OWN money honey! Photography, that is my business I'm working one. Advertising, showing my work, and taking random pictures for the hell of it. It's nice to just have a journey with my camera and I. SBF Photography will be sucessful this year. Relationship, mine and Steven's relationship is better than ever. We've worked through a lot, we've been through a lot, and we've grown alot, we still have more to grow with :) but I'm happy to be doing this with him. I'm pretty sure I'll have a ring on my finger soon, if not then my vibes are WAY off. But I'm thinking.... yes! Arts & crafts- I'm starting this "Do the express yourself" this year. I've already started. It's where everyday you do one thing for yourself. Only for yourself. Take a picture and post it on blogger or on fb or where ever your social netowrk is and jot down how it made you feel at the time. It's something to look forward to everyday. Or you could just keep in your own personal old school write down journal and keep it completely private and personal. But that to me is NO fun! I gotta share it! It could be as simple as writeing a blog, taking a bubble bath with candles, reading a chapter of a good book, making a home made craft for your home or your child's room, do some gardening, edit an old picture, take an artistic photo, do your hair and make up in a unique way, what ever it may be! It's what I'm looking forward to this year!
So 2012, let me grow, get me meds, get me engaged, get me crafty, get me busy, and get me business! Rock my world!
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